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November 28th, 2009


01:36 am
There must have been a curse on me today.
First, all trains in Oslo are fucked.
The replacement bus is full of people going to the proud Norwegian tradition of julebord, which means singing custom-made songs on the bus and being drunk assholes.
The airport bus knocks its mirror off in a cute crash.
The plane is late, and once I get to Tromsø I miss my bus.

= 11 hours of commuting

And I've got 5 days left up here.

I've been reading the Illuminatus! while very carefully not creasing the back of the book since it was loaned to me by a crazy person. Makes you wonder if you really need drugs as long as you have insane literature.



http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_reptilian_humanoids

Also, I will look for reptilians on my last day of work tomorrow!


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November 26th, 2009


01:40 pm
I just signed Suki the cat's death certificate.
Poor Suki.
Even the animal rescue center refuses to take him back and he bites children.

So I've had too much instant coffee and I'm sitting around just wandering the University of Oslo homepage. I'm not getting into what I want to be doing until fall (well, that's good I suppose, since my chances of flunking my math exam next week aren't exactly non-existant).

I might as well do something weird. Things have been too normal this last year and I've got the taste for randomness.

So since I see LJ as my personal boring notepad...
I'm cutting, cutting! more tribe on weird courses  )

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11:59 am - update on the mouse situation



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November 20th, 2009


11:57 pm

I made myself some dinner - couscous saves lives.
And if you stir fry it with some fresh chili, onion and 500 different spices - win.



I walked around town in the dark feeling like I was about to explode.
I have a lot of pent up energy, it seems!

I've applied for a dorm room in Oslo. I've booked my ticket to the south.


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10:19 am - alcohol, the psychoactive
How the fuck do people do this often.

I didn't go out yesterday for science, I went out for free beer and to escape some pent up tension, in myself or in the apartment betwen the sofa and the bed, I don't know.

But lying on my couch later, after having escaped, I thought: where the hell is the science on this?

http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/alcohol/alcohol_pharmacology1.shtml
It turns out that not only are the pharmacological workings of alcohol hard to pinpoint, they're also extremely widespread.

I wanted to read about hangovers, but even PudMed is somewhat confused over the matter, giving me articles such as "Geochemistry: A glacial hangover." and "Evening experiences versus drinking indicators as predictors of hangover on a summer holiday." (leave it to scientists to think of the snappy titles!)

I did find one review article:

Alcohol hangover: a critical review of explanatory factors
(Prat, Adan and Sa´nchez-Turety)

"Both the lack of an operational definition of
hangover and the lack of validated psychometric
instruments to assess hangover symptomatology
difficult enormously the replication of the methodology
and, consequently, the result comparisons
between studies in order to establish scientific evidence
of this phenomenon."

Follow here if you're interested in a dive into the science of the hangover: )

There is no good definition for what a hangover is, nor do we know what exactly causes it. What we do know is that most people do experience hangovers as a consequence of alcohol consumption, and following, that this probably has some major economical consequences, for those who care about that sort of thing.








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November 9th, 2009


11:44 pm - my cat is a fat old man cat

yeah you



could you please stop doing this



you look like a fat little man


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November 5th, 2009


11:34 am - Erowid Monthly this morning :D
What a nice surprise to wake up to.

I've written some on 2CB earlier, and I'm happy to note that:

"Also, results of our lab's GC/MS analysis of the material sold as
2C-B-fly, which has led to the death of at least three people,
confirmed the results of another lab, identifying the substance as
bromo-dragonfly, a chemical with nearly 10x the potency of 2C-B-fly
."

Which makes sense, but people dying from it is still worrisome.

It brings a thought to my mind: 
edit: when I say drugs I'm mainly talking about hallucinogenic ones, consumed mainly for other things than just reward (I assume, anyways)
if there are, at least, groups of people that do have a drive for consuming drugs (I suspect most people do, but some more than others), then pulling all the safe ones away and making them illegal might come back and bite us in the ass. This is the story of Salvia, LSD, DMT and LSA to some extent. The story of THC. Some people use drugs responsibly, others do not, but personally I feel a lot more comfortable about people misusing well-known compounds with well-studied effects.

It seems that myriads of chemicals with psychoactive effects are popping up on the streets, from rooms of intelligent people with chemical knowledge.
Sold to people who know nothing except the name. People who look it up online to see how to be safe and finding no information except rumours.
Having dabbled - and wanting to spend my life dabbling with - the study of biopsychology, I can vouch for the fact that we know very little about the actual going-ons of any drugs. Some we know better than others, the classics.
Others we know basically nothing about.

But maybe we should consider making the ones we know won't kill you, you know, less illegal? I'm no politician, it just makes intuitive sense to me personally.

At least make information on any drugs available, not just information on old drugs it's impossible to get hold of.

I'm looking at you, Helsedirektoratet. LSD og andre hallusinogene stoffer is Norway's official enlightening guide to psychedelics (=LSD), making my day by explaining what "designer drugs" such as MDMA and PCP does to you (abortions, for example). 
Of course, if you're talking about drugs, you're exempt from making any real references whatsoever. 

Now, the random geek holding a 10g pack of this bromo-dragonfly thinking it's 2CB, what does he do?
Check Helsedirektoratet for info on 2CB?

I'm not surprised people have died.

It left a bad taste in my mouth just looking at Norway's official page. I donated $60 to Erowid, they're doing some amazing work.
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November 4th, 2009


02:44 pm

Today hugeass maine coon met hugeass common house cat.



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12:49 am - you see, if k is an element of <-1,1>, then infinity has a sum
I've been good today, taught myself all about eternal series.
= I allowed myself to watch another movie.

this cut protects you from extreme nerd )


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November 2nd, 2009


01:36 pm - is this what love feels like casio!
Win!



Have been shopping.
Got it 200kr cheaper since it's not the fanciest new model.
Considering my old one is like 5 years old, I'm all giddy about this!

It's so effective.

graph shows some function and its derivative and antiderivative which my old one would use eternity to calculate, new one used like 2 seconds

Oh and it takes SD-cards and has a USB connection, maybe someday I'll know what the fuck to use it for.
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October 30th, 2009


09:04 pm - i'm the best thing that never happened

I'm a huge Paul Westerberg fan.

I'd stake a great deal of money on no better songwriter being alive, but then again it's all subjective.



I mislaid my huge song collection some years ago (ok I killed my computer, by accident), and have spent the last year whining to myself about not having his music within hands reach.
Because when you love an obscure artist - and are born in the .torrent-generation - it's really hard to deal with not having something.

All this leading up to the discovery that iTunes is really pretty amazing!
It helps that Westerberg priced his last album to 49 cents.


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October 27th, 2009


12:24 pm - oh no

Welcome to this edition of "What the fuck did you just do?"




What the fuck did I just do?



Current Location: tromsø
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Current Music: my circuitry

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October 25th, 2009


01:41 am - oh no glasses
Sitting here wearing glasses worth exactly 29.90kr.
And in my neverending quest to do the most nerdy things ever, I have put into use a Trekkie mood theme.

Credit to  [info]baswich  and ... a creator whose username I've lost. Effing Trek communities don't use tags. Now the LJ-police is going to come take me away. :( anyways this is a theme-test post!



(my webcam sucks but that's what webcams do)

Should I start wearing some real glasses, I wonder? my eyes haven't felt oxygen for a looong time.
Current Location: gvammen
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October 22nd, 2009


06:58 pm

I have enough to wallow in, but I'm not going to.

Instead, I want to offer up that Dr. Soong is Star Trek's finest character, ever:



And children's programming in standard nynorsk should be illegal.


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October 18th, 2009


01:26 pm

Many times in life, I've had the feeling of being two distinct personalities in one mind.
This is not some ode to wikipedia multiple personality disorder diagnostics - this is unrealated to any mental illness (as far as I know!). It is just the case of the feeling that my minds aren't synchronized.

As if the one personality follows its own trajectory, and the other its own.
They vary in speed, and meet each other in what I'm beginning to suspect are not random loops.

I will not describe them - they are not a devil versus an angel on shoulders - but they do have different attitudes to what I relate to around me.

Whoever said we have just one stream of conciousness?

There is hardly one way to tell this. We may have thousands, or perhaps less than one, the majority of our mental calculations remaining unconcious.

As I decide on doing things in life, I invariably end up with putting these two voices up against each other. The one that seems to lay in rest as the other dictates how to relate comfortably and amicably to the world around me is in reality not the dominant one.

Usually, the matter has already been decided and I only realize it as the dominant stream breaks the surface of my concious.


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October 13th, 2009


06:09 pm - randomly, mae dake wo mite



「本当はもう訳分かんないんで・・・

ヤラレル前にヤレルか

口にするつもりないけど、

自分の勝ち、そんなの知らないー

無駄だなんて、きずいていた。

前だけを見て。」

like some japanese hiphop girls put it...

takaku takaku kabe

te ni shita shiawase

ari no nai

kono yami ni

dono koe de ikura naitatte

muda da nante, kizuite ite.





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12:11 am - i'm such a nerd trekkie

any of you who have seen TNG also impressed by this episode?



picspam follows: Star Trek TNG season 4 ep 3 - Brothers: )


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October 12th, 2009


03:29 pm

Took part in pain experiment today.
They stuck electrodes on my stomach, thighs, eye and forehead - put on the EEG helmet and taped a thickwired heatconducting metal plate to my arm!

Felt little pain.
Very little actually - them measuring my blood pressure was the worst though!

And the bunch of electrodes in the hat they injected a hell of a lot of goo into.
Alienlike hairgoo to potentiate the electrical signals.

Jesus, it was such a hell to get out of my hair!

And I told them my purple color would color off onto the cloth helmet, but they sure didn't listen.

Until the helmet was purple that is.

The truth is, I wish they'd really hurt me so I could have experienced some endogenous opiates.
There's something meditative in pain tolerance.


Current Location: stakkevollv
Current Mood: [mood icon] curious

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October 2nd, 2009


12:00 pm
Erowid's Monthly is very interesting.

They have a couple of new articles: Do we know what's in street acid?

"The results of these analyses showed that the "brown dot" samples of street acid contained d-LSD, as well as several other major components. One of these substances was identified as iso-LSD, based on molecular weight, UV absorption pattern, and similarity to published HPLC results of a street LSD sample. Another component was suggested to be lumi-LSD, but a clear molecular weight was not obtained and no reference standard for lumi-LSD was available. Three other chemicals present in the sample, making up about 15 percent of the total detected material, have not been identified."

Anyone interested in LSD has heard that "LSD doesn't exist anymore".
2CB has been sold as "acid", along with several other research chemicals.

In my opinion, this is a dire problem for whoever plans on using these chemicals.
Textbooks and official "informational" internet pages usually go through the classics: LSD, THC, PCP, Cocaine and Heroin.

The problem is that anything you encounter on the street sold as LSD probably isn't.
It's some research chemical that has some limited information about it available, but certainly not on official pages.

This irritates me to some extent.
Although I don't go out and buy drugs, I realize that the people doing them have to have information to go by in order to be as safe as possible. 

Also, MDPV is a newish street research chemical.
"MDPV is an uncommon stimulant with a short history of human use. It is known for its tendency to cause compulsive redosing and some users report sexual arousal as an effect."
Which is pretty interesting!
 
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October 1st, 2009


11:12 pm
I love article hunting.

Have loads of research articles on Salvinorin A.

Think this essay will work out fine.

Printing now.

Cat has paws in printer.

The cat in question is tripping balls.
She broke into a cupboard when I kept some old boxes of teas (why do I have loads of tea in a cupboard??).

Anyways, apparently one of these acts as catmint cause kitty slimed all over it, rolled around and attacked the lamp.

:,)

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